Hey, Im sorry youre having such a tough time,

Sometimes people come and go in our lives and we hurt because of it. but there is a reason for everything, maybe you need to try and bond with the new t and you can feel the same way about them? I had an aunt that left me when she found out a lot about me. It about crushed me, and shes back sporadically, but it scares me to get too close. I worry she will split again and make me hurt. So i know where you are coming from. I have almost wanted to email her and tell her to stay away.

Hoping you can feel better soon. and sending gentle hugs my friend.

Colleen