T, I am an extremely sensitive person. Even the slightest change in tone of voice can get me upset. You have such a kind voice, the reason why I picked you as my T, but in all our sessions you hardly ever say anything to upset me.
I’m not sure that makes you a good t or not. Your reassurance and kindness makes me feel warmth, but I kind of want you to say something that upsets me. That hits a nerve. That gets me to feel. I want so badly to feel. To cry and cry. To ugly cry and not care what I look like. To show you my pain. To look at you in this state and see in your eyes that you really care. I want to see what’s real.
Please, say something to get me to this point.
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