This thread as well as my recent meltdown has really got me thinking what's next. I'm kind of at the point where some issues are on the table and now I'm asking, how do I go about fixing them? I had such a hard time getting certain things out, is the hard part over? Is it just beginning? Is there some technique or mental exercise that I am going I have to do to overcome these issues? It is obvious this week that simply remembering and disclosing stuff hasn't solved any of the issues. This is where I'd like to refer to some type of general treatment protocol. So I could see where I am in the overall process. I have no idea what to expect in my next session. I'm a bit freaked because I have no way of preparing myself for it. I'd like to be able to predict somewhat how my T might likely respond with the information she now has on me.