I'm not bipolar or SzA. My husband scares too easily, dr.'s push meds, and insurance pays for the meds. So I have meds. I'm required to take them because if not my insurance wont pay for the formula I have when they decide to hospitalize me again. The drugs make me quiet, sleepy, overweight and just not give a crap. I wish I was treated like I have a choice. Apparently not eating is frowned upon. I agree with the ED part of my dx but not the rest. I don't believe I need to take meds. I need to learn how to deal with my reality and unhappiness but therapists won't see me unmedicated so I'm stuck. luckily I only see pdoc 3x a year and currently see no therapist. So there is minimal disruptions in my life