The last three months I have been feeling good. Grounded. But my house was foreclosed on and will be auctioned off at the end of the month. That is stressful enough.but my son is living in the house and receives ssd. He is struggling with mental illness and injuries from a car accident where he attempted to kill himself two years ago. He is not talking to me. He thinks I lied to the psychiatrist at the hospital where he was staying. He doesn't understand that if he is in a psychotic state and says something that sounds like he could hurt someone, I need to tell that to the Dr. I didn't do it to hurt him but that is what he believes. Having said all this I am becoming ungrounded. I am having trouble managing things in my life. I am having trouble traveling too far from the house. I am having difficulty sleeping. I am having erratic emotions. I am not sure why I am here. I started seeing a t but I havent told her my dx. I am not sure I will. She is nice but I am not sure I want to go through it all again. I am feeling tired and am aware that that may be a sign of depression. I know I have to stay aware of my mood and my thoughts. I am just feeling tired.