omg! the SAME thing happened with me today!!!! i was in school and i felt my phone vibrating in class, and i saw it was T. i got so excited and anxious for break so i could listen to her voicemail. last time she called me in school she asked me to come early, to just to there right from school so we could get started early. This time, she cancelled. i am sooo disapointed. as a matter of fact, i would normally be leaving RIGHT now. i know what you mean, why does it have to make me like this. she can't help that she's sick. she even sounded sick. but why why why can't i stop being selfish and just thinking of myself and how badly IIIII needed to see her? ugh, i feel ya kaimarni