<font color="blue">Well unfortunately i couldnt deal with things well on my own to get thru without therapy. I am going back next Wednesday the 19th. Talked to my old t and he thinks I need to . With the SIing and a possible dx of discociation now, I will have more to deal with than what I thought . It seems things are coming out he said in layers and sometimes it takes awhile for them to show up sometimes not so long. Alls I know is that I am scared and I also feel like a failure for not getting this nipped like I should have. Wish I had kept my mouth shut about what was going on with me. But I had no one else to talk to about this other than you all .

Hugz~
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