I've been on Trazodone for a couple of years...never had a problem with it. Honestly, I think this wonderful little spell is just Mother Nature playing her semiannual tricks on my brain. I always get the urge to f*** with my meds in the spring and early fall, most times I'm able to fight it off. This year, not so much. But really, I can't wait till my son come home from work tonight and I can ask him if he thinks I'd be more exciting to be around if I weren't so overmedicated. I don't like being thought of as old and boring. Old I can't do anything about (even though I'm NOT old yet, at least I don't think I am), but I can definitely be peppier. Who knows, maybe I could even get out of the house and go find a damn job if I had a little more get-up-and-go. Then I'd at least have something to talk about besides my online life and my comfortable, mellow and unexciting routines. Hey, you know, I'm getting a lot of stuff off my chest here---I have loved my boring little life but sometimes it feels really stifling. Like there's all this creativity deep inside but it's too hard to reach down in there and pull it out. Anyway I'm just glad I have this place to go to when I need to confess stuff that I can't put in my blog because my readers would have a cow if they knew I was actually cutting back on my meds without my pdoc's OK. Thanks y'all for caring.