I’m up again. Yesterday was perfect but today not so much. I mean it’s ok because I’m super happy but I can’t concentrate for **** and I have a lot of work to do. I think the trileptal was actually helping me stay out of hypomania, just not depression (story of my life). I don’t know though.

I think I may be fired this year because they haven’t done any observations on me and it’s already March 15. I’ve been back for six weeks and nothing. I bet I’ll get one very soon. I hope I fail and get fired!!! That would be the best. I know that’s crazy to say but it’s true!

Uuuugh I’m so high I just wanna go drive fast but I can’t because I have work to do!!!