Hey, my main issue is that i feel like my brain acts weird. It's inconsistent. Sometimes i feel talkative, sometimes i'm weird, and not very sociable.

After a full day, i feel like my brain gets overloaded, but in a way that makes me dissociate, and like i can't feel anything, good or bad, and very introverted. Like i have to fake everything, and emotion or response to people.

I mainly feel myself and alright in the mornings.

It feels like a gamble, whether my mind will act alright today or not. And even that usually gets weird after a long day. Sometimes i'm great, and friendly, and sometimes i feel very introverted and weird, and have to fake everything.

I can't focus at all. Can't get my self to start anything, i'm unemployed the last year because of that. Even reading a book is an extremely hard task for me to start. And have never been in a relationship (i'm 25). I can only talk or try to hit on girls when i'm in my good state, which is rare, so that's why i have very little experience with girls.

I just want to know what is up with my mind, and how to work better with it or fix it so i can get my act together.
It controls my life and i feel like it will get worse and worse if i won't fix it.

Any help will be good.