Okay, like I said, it was just my impression and I dont' know all the details, so I figured it was possible my impression wasn't accurate on limited info...so totally understanding what it's like to have tried like everything and get no results, what ended up helping me start to make changes was reading "Awaken the Giant Within" by Anthony Robbins. Should be available at the library. I, like you, tried everything over the last 4 years. All kinds of therapy, hospitalizations, TMS, meds, blah...nothing worked or helped. I was fed up and wanted change. I saw a quote from this book and it resonated with me so I checked out the book from the library. Changed my life. I credit it with all the progress I've made over the past 4 months.

Sorry if that's a trite suggestion, but it did help me.

Seesaw