I can do every other week with the T's, I really don't want to stop my regular T, he is helping me through this, but I feel like my head is spinning, and no matter what I do it isn't what I should have done!!!

I don't want to work on the marriage, there isn't any marriage anymore, he made that clear, he isn't making any first moves himself, the only reason he got a lawyer was because I got one first. If it were up to him he would stay in the house in the situation it is now, he doesn't want to move out, or leave the kids. I guess I was trying to decide if living under these circumstances is possible while I try to get stronger, but I answered my own question tonight, and realize I cannot stay in the same house as him, I will never get my feet back on the ground.

I called my lawyer this afternoon to see what was going on and if anything has proceeded past the last conversation we had, nothing!!! His lawyer is still fighting everything. I just want him out for now, I cannot continue this!

My regular T wants me to go to the hospital for a few days, he feels I am in danger of hurting myself, if I go to the hospital it gives my husband his point with the court that right now I am not able to care for the kids, even though it is him that is causing most of this right now!!!