Hey there, its been a whilst since I asked for help on here but right now I am desperate.

Anyhow here’s the situation;

A few nights ago I hadd a dream in which a very close friend took her own life. I wa (in the dream) devestated by this. I (eventually) found myself driving to the location of her death for reasons unknown. Anyhow upon arrival the friend who had died changed to a different friend. I was aware of this sudden change in my dream which rather confused me to say the least!

Anyway to cut a long story short, when I woke up I could not work out if that was a dream or if it was a memory yesterday. Either way I was extremely low at this point and very worried about my friends. Thid led me to phoning both friends to make sure they were ok!

Even now I feel as if they are no longer with us, despite talkin to them both.

the last few days (since the dream) I have been finding it almost impossible to tell the difference between reality anD whatever my mind is creating, its almost as if I am still in that dream.

Can anyone shed some light on this for me?

Ps, is this in the right section? Depression is the only one I know.

Thanks and sorry its so long! Tooj me half an hour to write this!!!

marko