omg krazibean and christina I guess today is just a sucky therapist canceling kind of day. ((((everyone)))) thank you all...i guess therapist cancelling is just something we all gotta deal with at some point...and perna it definitely is disappointment. I'm not sure if I expect her to be there every week because my mind understands that of course she will have to cancel from time to time...I think the disappointment comes from longing for the support that I would have gotten had the session not been cancelled...yeah and that makes me feel selfish