This is not a session update, but I had a dream last night that I called my therapist to make an appointment. It was not my therapist in the dream, but a different one that I seemed to know, but is not anyone I actually know (dream logic). Anyway, she answered the phone and tried to sound like a recording, asking me to call back and leave a message. I was like wth? If she was pretending to be a machine, couldn't she also pretend to take my message?

So I called back, but there was no pick up on the other end. I kept calling and calling and could not even get a ring tone. Email was not an option.

I think this is just telling me there's a big disconnect going on, which is kind of obvious anyway so I don't know why I had to dream about it too. Normally, I would get upset with my real life therapist over things a dream version did, but at least I'm not going in that direction this time, not totally anyway. I still kind of feel like this actually happened, but will wait until next week to ask her if she would ever pretend to be a non working answering machine as a way to blow me off.