Constant weird over here in Wanderland. Saw pdoc yesterday. He decreased my Lithium as the recent increase came with bad side effects. He also added Rexulti. Took 1 mg last night and struggled to sleep. Today I have been more agitated, panicked, and generally finding ‘reality’ bizarre. Worked tonight five hours. Managed to pull it off through the weirdness. Tried to study today but couldn’t get mind mind to focus or remember. Discouraging. Even though I logically know this is a negative frame of mind to be in I kinda like the strangeness of it all.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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