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Originally Posted by golden_eve
TY Hoping!
I did sleep very well last night.
There was no noticeable trigger. Usually these thoughts are more like a persistent feeling of pending doom, like I just wrote in response to Mickey.
I like your approach of doing things the right way so as to feel more positive.
One thing I worry about is being laid off from my one part time job because I was laid off from another part time job recently. I worry about my performance. So I just have to work really hard to make sure I am doing the best possible work. But even so, I caught a mistake I made, and I have to bring it to my boss's attention. I haven't yet but I want to correct the problem. I think I will feel better once I do this -- he will see that I am doing my due diligence. Maybe then I won't have this awful feeling of a potential layoff.....
that's just one of the issues haunting me. Basically, I worry about everything in my life falling to pieces.
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I think if things go right for a while (as in you keep this job for a while and are able to build up your savings account), your feeling of doom will become less intense. Perhaps it is PTSD from having such a hard past year. The longer your life is on a more secure path, the more these feelings may fade. Let's hope!!