I haven’t experienced that exactly, but I can see how that would be frustrating. For me, it’s more that I can only cry with certain Ts or if I don’t cry in that first session, I’ll never cry again. It’s like I’ve built up a wall against the “vulnerability” of crying that I don’t let myself cry unless I already established it in the first session or so. I find it frustrating that I can’t seem to let myself cry because it would feel so good, and I cry almost constantly outside of session. Feelings are so strange sometimes