so i haven't posted in a while and i've been kind of busy.
but heres the deal i've known for a while that my mother in law
works at a hospital overnights as a part time job. and i knew that
one of her jobs is rocking drug babies to sleep and aids babies
rocking them to sleep aswell. it never bothered me before. until i
really started to think about it. it makes me terrified that she is
going to get aids from rocking these baies and b/c my fiance and i
live with her shes going to bring it home to us and my unborn baby
seeing as i'm almost 8 months pregnant this terrifies me. i had an
issue with contamination from hiv before but now this to me seems
like an actuall possibility and its all i can do is sit here and
obsses over it. shes around my niece alot and the other day my niece
got into my bathroom trash and i had just thrown one of my razors
away and she had a cut on her hand it wans't bleeding that i saw and
i didn't get any of her blood on me that i know of but the thought
that maybe my mother in law somehow gave my niece hiv and then when
i washed her hands after she got into the trash my niece gave it to
me. and now logiclly i know the chance of my mother inlaw getting
hiv from rocking aids babies is really slim right???? or is it not a
slim chance???? and then for her to somehow give it to me niece
another slim chance???? see this drives me crazy b/c to me this
seems like an actuall legitimate worry is it????

-nicole!