As some of you know for about 4-5weeks my mind has been making up the strangest things that aren't true.

All seem to be centered around my T. First started off thinking she was going to leave me, then cancel before my sessions , then get mad if I e-mail her to much, and now think I'm a liar. I recently took a MMPI ( think thats the name) Test to get into a rehab program for college ( help get you jobs,etc). See I've had a horrid time concentrating, remembering things, etc...as of late....well i took the test and on it it asked the same question over and over....through out the test.

Now i'm afraid what if I put 2 different answers ...she'll think I"m a liar.....see it asked questions like "do you ever have bad thoughts, to bad to tell anyone"....really I'm not sure....i know that sounds dumb...but yeah so i may have answered it wrong...i dont remember....

So now I have...

-Ts going to leave me.
-T's going to cancel,
-T hates me
-T thinks I'm a liar...

none true....but how do i tell my mind that?

She does teh best job of anyone of reassuring me ( except about the liar thing she doesnt know about...tho she does know i had trouble concentrating)....

I love my T she does so good for me......yet all I think of is her going away or hateing me.....

Help....I'm lost...