I’m drowning. I’m f**king drowning. Started Rexulti two days ago. Maybe it is causing this. Texted my T and he said tocall the hospital but I don’t want to go. Not in danger but heading that way. Very down and agitated. Trying to study for a test on Monday but can’t concentrate or recall anything. I’m terrified I will have to drop out of this semester. It would crush me. Do I stop Rexulti now or wait till I talk to my pdoc on Monday? Have work tomorrow (Sunday). Can’t imagine how I will cope. It is all falling apart.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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