Be very careful, firstly, drinking because as you mention--the liver, the alcoholism, that kind of thing...but also, mixing it with the drugs, even if you don't intentionally do so, it is not a good combination...

Raynaadi and some others in this forum are very good at helping you get the help you need. AA would honestly be good for you, I think, if not for the AA thing, at least to hear other stories and relate them to your issues.

A lot of addicts do not feel "addicted" because they are not like others who are addicted--but its not the comparison with others that make us addicted or not, its what the alcohol or whatever does to us.

Best wishes, of course.