Thanks. Yes, I´m thinking of e-mailing her before session and explain to her what has happened and how I feel about the whole thing. She doesn´t generally do e-mails between sessions but she hasn´t forbidden me to send me one neither.

I don´t think she would disapprove of me as a person, more that she thinks that the church´s resources should be spent on the most vulnerable people in society. She might think that health care will solve the issue around me missing my nurse but there are no real solutions as the facility I´m in doesn´t offer psychotherapy and that kind of support.