(((((((((((JUSTY)))))))))))) I remember getting the board whapped across my butt a few times with a very frustrated father like yours at times . But nothing like what you went thru. Ohh hon, I am sooo sorry that you had to deal with that. The pain , the feeling of rejection from someone that is supposed to love and protect you from harm , causing you such harm. But what you are doing by dealing with your feelings is the right thing to do. Get it out there girlfriend and let yourself feel this crap. And then let him own what he did to you , none of this was your fault. I am thinking of you hon, take care ok? Keep your chin up , your gonna make it hon~

Hugz ~
Tryin