I hear you on the emails. I used to email 1x a week and getting a reply was the best thing ever.... but I struggled sometimes and sent more than 1 and would panic that I was too much or I said stuff I regretted after I sent and the unknown of his thoughts on it would drive me insane, then he began casually not replying anymore...once in a while but not always and it was too much, i took it personally and vowed to never email again. I just can't take the anguish of it... now it seems he may be doing the same with texts and I'm spiraling