Im really sad for you

It sounds like you talked about my bf.
All I can say.. He destroyed me enotionally and finally I left him.
It was hell and your story is hell too
Its insane. I though Im the one who has bf like this but no..

What can I say? Choose who do you love more? Your health, yourself, your life or him.

I didnt read replies but I was shocked that you have so similar and sick relationship.

I wish you get out of this nightmare somehow. I hope yiu have good therapist and can help you...

Hugs