Dear T,

For some reason I'm thinking about ex T tonight. I am remembering how much I shared with him and how vulnerable I was with him. I told him things no one else knew, yet he betrayed me. He left me. I know why he did, but it still hurts.

I'm finding myself not wanting to open up to you. I don't want you to hurt me like he did. I don't want to share my secrets only for you to kick me out. Please don't do that to me. I can't handle another man leaving me.