If a friend came to me asking the same question I think I wold strongly object too. I think the two babies I have now are plenty enough to keep both him and I occupied. Honestly the thought of an infant around here scares me with the type of hectic life we have now. My husband is reaching out to me in his own way and for some reason I have ignored his cries.

I'm resentful for the harmful things he had put me through, I'm having a difficult time forgiving and forgetting.

We DO need help, but my hope is running dry and I think he's beginning to feel the same hoplessness.

I will not get pregnant irresponsibiliby, I am protected. It was an under lying message....I'm beginning to realize this.

(((all)))