a serious relationship scares the hell out of me for many different reasons. But at this point I don't know if I would want to live with someone EVER even if It was basically serious. I may be stable or flying high when I met him but then what? He will be left wondering what the hell happened once the depressions sets in (and it always sets in)
depression is not pretty
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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