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Originally Posted by little turtle
when I broke down in 1973 I wanted to die...why in the world would I be thinking that and feeling awful...why...I wasn't thinking of killing myself....I was just crying and wanting to hide out...and I was a psychiatrist that was supposed to know...but I didn't..
just before I broke down...I stopped seeing my patients and went to find out about driving a truck for a living...........
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Back in 1973 we didn't know about all the external factors that may modify our brain and body to cause depression and panic attacks. So it's not your fault.
But thanks to your resilience you survived and could still enjoy life afterwards.
When my depression is very severe even I wish that God takes me away maybe in my sleep. So it's not abnormal.
You give me hope that recovery is possible. Thank you little turtle.
