I literally just started a relationship and I shouldn’t have. I’ve been hypomanic af for a couple of weeks now. This lead to me disclosing bipolar on the first night we were talking :-/ and basically my entire life history within a few days. He disclosed some things about himself too so I don’t feel alone but I am worried what will happen when I inevitably crash into depression. Will he still be understanding? My husband was never understanding of depression. Which is some ******** because he had psychotic depressions himself. I just hope I don’t crash too hard. I do what you do, withdraw into myself and not want to talk to anyone. It almost hurts to smile. My husband used to just yell at me for it.