I know there have been many threads on here about accepting our diagnosis.

I accept that I'm bipolar. Right now I'm dealing with mega anger and frustration and hopelessness about the course of the illness. It seems like it's gotten progressively worse in some ways over the last several years. I just can't get it together. I've been left a shell of the person I was. Is it all just going to keep getting worse? Do you guys go through these emotions?

Sorry for the serious threads. Have had a lot on my mind.