thanks yall

its been one of those thoughts fighting me for a while... the opportunity popped up and i just did it

the girl that did it was cute and nice though so been thinking about/trying to get myself to go back and see if i could get her number and stuff..

i dont really know what im going through either.
i just feel gone, empty, lost, disconnected? like im not real, the world isnt real, this is just a dream or what ever... not even a dream, cause dreams are more real and have connection or meanings

its like a pointless film, that has no purpose...

and of course i seem to be playing so many different parts that i dont know who the main character is anymore...

and whatever is present trying to talk and write this stuff to yall is just a bubble of blackness, nothing, cause everything went out in different ways separately..

but i guess ill be ok.. its just really hard...

i wanted to donate the hair.. but i didnt say anything about it to them and they didnt say anything... so i just went blank...

but it had drugs in it anyway from my history so maybe they didnt want it