Hey there, I saw that you are looking into getting on some medication for anxiety and depression. I think this is a bad idea, I have tried many different types of anti-depressants and anxiety pills and what not and I firmly believe they are not going to help unless you are telling yourself they are. I think it's more you thinking they are helping then they actually are. Honestly i would talk to your husband and tell him how you feel, if you have to, write him a letter, as it's easier to get out everything at once without being interupted. I would also look into getting couples therapy because a mediatior is extremely helpful and that way he doesn't think you are the only one who feels there is a problem. If you feel like you need more to do i would look into getting a small fun part-time job that you will enjoy and get you out and socializing. This way you will both feel better about you and if he isn't happy with what you do still, then he sounds like he may need help, not you. Good luck, i'm sure you two will work things out and don't get too down on your situation, things can always change you just have to be patient.