BP-RN, glad you are doing OK. Sounds like might be a tad hypo but that's OK. Worried about you some last week when were fiddling with meds. I totally understand that though because I've done the same a number of times. It's good you know your triggers and early signs. If I start reading the news, it's bad. Can spiral quickly and then conspiracy theories start coming and stop sleeping...then I become enlightened to things no one else can understand. So I stay completely away now. Glad you have family support, that is so big. I'm glad SSA is not worrying you anymore. I worry about that sometimes too. I am younger than you but haven't worked in about 18 months, and the couple years before that I missed a lot of time. Lost two good jobs during that time. I have on-going problems with cycling (seroquel has helped A LOT, and much better than others), which I've learned to live with but if I'm not careful I can spiral quickly. I hear what you are saying about not being 'exciting'. I miss that too. I've come to accept that, at least for now, 'boring' is probably best for me. Keep us updated with how you are doing.