i think it's rude and cruel, that the higher my blood sugars, the hungrier i feel~!
i decided that it's because all the nutrients are in my blood and it's my muscles and organs that think they are starving~ O.O

i found another protein to put in my salads (i don't care for beans, thanks): fish~! i like that 'mock crab' and i found next to it 'mock lobster'. they are really cheap, since they are Alaskan whitefish with some crustacean drizzled over it. it certainly does make for a nice balance; tho if i'm desperate for some carbs, a few Ritz crackers or a half piece of my multi-grain bread are just the thing. i wish we had bread sticks here in the market, but maybe i'm glad they don't~!

i see a new doc tomorrow, i hope hope hope she's good, she's actually a RPN or something, but she's been practicing in this community for 20 yrs, and has a very good reputation. i would love to have a doc who's both good and kind~