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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
 You didn't do anything, I'm sorry you feel this badly It seems like you're dealing with a lot of stress at work. What else do you do in your free time?
Have you talked with your boyfriend with your marriage? Why do you think he doesn't want to marry you? Is he just not ready?  |
I don't have much free time, but most of it is filled with school work. I'm in college part time to try and get myself in a better work situation eventually. Ive talked to my boyfriend about marriage and he always says hes not ready and not until hes 100% sure we wont end up divorced. Life doesn't work like that.
I feel a little better now than I did earlier, but still a bit on the crummy side. I have an appointment next month with my doctor to discuss my depression and stress (it's the soonest I could get in). I just want to feel better more often.
I suppose I'll keep chugging along until then with a fake smile, and I'm not going to try to go above and beyond at work anymore. There's no chance of promotion or pay raise in doing so, and most of my coworkers are praised for doing the bare minimum, so that's what I will be doing also. Their loss, not mine.