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he asked me what we needed to talk about... and i couldn't even put words to it... i kind of stumbled with it...but all that did was frustrate me... and made me so angry at myself when i got home and began to process what happened... he is going to be gone in feb for 2 weeks.. and that doesn't feel safe.

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That's not good. Can you ask him about a back up t? You need support through that tim and methinks it prudent to tell him you don't feel safe.

Alas, there shall be no apnt for me this week. Our schedules totally clash. I do see her monday and she went and scheduled every monday for i don't know how long (since i wasn't there). SO that is good. I'm ok (for now) with no apnt. I'm still in my "i don't care about anything" mood. Which is good, since my living situation is driving me nuts.

OK... got to go cook an egg or two and get to work.
Hope your day get's better!!!