Oh yeah. Okay. Yeah i became a fritterer because of that. I cant have anything big. I fritter away my money on small things. Because what does it matter, someone is going to come and take it away from me in the end anyway. Its a hard way to live. Like you cant choose ANY goals of your own. Thing is, im telling you, you HAVE to. Your parents probably didnt teach you responsibility. Mine didnt teach me. They were irresponsible themselves. Do you see a therapist? They can help.