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Originally Posted by unaluna
Oh yeah. Okay. Yeah i became a fritterer because of that. I cant have anything big. I fritter away my money on small things. Because what does it matter, someone is going to come and take it away from me in the end anyway. Its a hard way to live. Like you cant choose ANY goals of your own. Thing is, im telling you, you HAVE to. Your parents probably didnt teach you responsibility. Mine didnt teach me. They were irresponsible themselves. Do you see a therapist? They can help.
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She just basically listens to me and doesn't do anything, she sometimes gives me pills
and now's holidays here so I can't see her for like 20 days which is hard
and I just realized I kinda got defensive and sad that you said to wait and stuff, I feel like deep down I really want someone specially my gf to be like "go ahead and buy it!". It started after she got it I think? maybe that's the reason? or she just not talked to me for most of my day because of the thing. It's a console btw. It's like 300$ but 500$ in my country cause everything is more expensive here.
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