Just saw my pdoc and he wants me IP due to me drinking and taking Clonazepam to deal with the severe agitation. I guess I agree but I really done want to go. I’m scared. Living is terrifying. Seeing T tomorrow will see what he thinks. I trust him more. If he takes me off Clonazepam toofast I will go bananas as I’ve been on it 8 years. This is the first time I’ve abused it like this. Maybe it’s passively suicidal. I really can read my mind. Going