Thanks guys! It has been confirmed I will be admitted IP round midday tomorrow (Wednesday in Australia). Tonight is my last night at home alone so I am drinking but not taking anywhere near as much clonazepam. Stoned too. Guess I'm playing up before the admission. Staying safe though. Can't hurt my family and friends. Ambivalent about going IP but know I will be forced to at some point soon anyway. Gotta calm down. Really gotta calm down. Agitation off the charts.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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