I'm still kinda new here so this is a first post like this and forgive me for being sentimental. I just wanted to specially acknowledge it. Not sure if I'm supposed to, but it struck me because i often feel this way on various sites, that it's an all or nothing thing and I often get frustrated that my needs are sometimes more than anyone can give, so why bother? (This is just me. I'm kinda hoping that maybe you're doing better than me and just off living your life. That would be nice. But hugs to you nonetheless ) so, I guess this just kinda stirred me, but I wish you all the goodness in life!! Take care!


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Yea, on that note, I've been pretty emotional lately. I'm reading another memoir and it's intense. Making me think on old memories, forcing me to face old struggles again in the wake of my new ones...its very interesting, ...actually, it's very comforting, t bh, but still makes me cry a lot and kinda sick to my stomach with thoughts at some times. It's actually a borderline personality disorder memoir...just saying. It's a little bit different than the bipolar memoir. I think I have a bit of both, and I'm so glad how far awareness has come, but I think I'm starting to appreciate why my docs are hesitant to diagnose bpd, for the stigma, because ill admit that even I thought the name was kinda negative (well, personality disorder in general) only a year ago, but the description fits me pretty well. Sad, but nice to have some direction with it. *sigh* well, even this post was exhausting! :P