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Originally Posted by justafriend306
I can recall being 18 and wanting a great deal of things. But I had to save for my future. Is there something you can be putting this money towards that is either necessary or a better use? I understand you might have a trip coming your way.
A red flag for me is how are you getting this money in the first place? Are you working? Are you at school? Are you reliant on somehow getting money from others? I ask this because I believe we value and handle money in a different manner if we are not earning it. If this is not the case and you in fact are doing just this my thoughts go to the fact you might be in a hypomanic state. I myself have a great deal of difficulty not burning through my money when I am experiencing such a high. I must take measures not to do so.
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I mean I won't buy one but I'm mostly just seeking help for the sadness and all
my father just would have to buy for it. I'm 18. I just also stopped going to university because I wanted to kill myself every-night and spent it self harming and crying to the next morning and the same just happened. Maybe after I get my HRT and transition I can give it another try, but what's even the point? It'll take at least 6 years..... to escape my country (I live in middle east). It's all just hopeless.... I'll be too old by then
and I'm not sure how long me and my gf could handle long distance
i want to meet her and all.
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