Mine also starts with the hyperproductivity and being more social, doing more projects, working on current ones. And then, the more rare but most pleasant euphoria. Pre meds though, this was clouded by anxiety. Anxious energy. So I'd mostly miss out on the euphoria, unless circumstances were really good and peaceful around me. (I totally relate to the "grins". Good way to put it, because I called them my evil smile in the past haha! not really evil, but I guess I just know that the next phase is coming so it feels evil. Maybe?? Although we deserve some happiness, right?! )

So I'm more familiar with the dysphoria and the irritation and agitation states that follow. I'm thankful I got put on Ability this time right before this period started (or wait, no maybe I still went through it the first few days anyhoo, I feel I had every right. Those side effects kicked my *** lol)