I'm actually chuckling about this now. That, first you broke me of saying "I love you" back in September, and now you've broken me of emailing you. Well done, Ms. Professional. Well done! You helped me a lot with your pretending to be whatever, when I needed it so badly, and I am grateful, I am, and not angry anymore. It all served a purpose, all of it.

You're still probably fired, though. Because I get the feeling you're done with me anyway. The whole "relationship" stuff just feels so fake, now, that I honestly don't want it anymore.

I'm more interested in my real life now.

ETA: yes. My real life is everything outside of your office. Our quote relationship is not "real life" no matter what you say. It was intentionally constructed (ie not natural) for the purpose of my healing, and now I suppose it must be de-constructed. I didn't want to do that with a wrecking ball, but this brick by brick version is it's own kind of difficult.