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Originally Posted by Under*Over
I just dont want to be in pain anymore. I see people all around me and they seem happy and just- have things I fear Ill never be able to have. And it sucks. And I want those things. I try so hard just to still... not be happy. And I just want to be happy. If normal people are happy, then I want to be normal
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I understand pain. I understand wanting to be happy. By ‘normal,’ I’m assuming that you mean ‘those without mental disorders?’ If that’s what you mean, no, you’ll never be normal. I have no legs and I’ve no expectation that they will grow back. I don’t keep up with my physical illnesses, really. But I’m optically not normal.
It sounds as if you might be in a depressive state just now? Is that possible? I went through a long, long period of major depression. That’s when I felt the greatest pain.
What are the “things” that you say that you want?
I’m so sorry that you’re in pain. I’m so sorry that you don’t seem to have even occasional happiness. It gets better.