My family thinks I am delusional. I know the police are following me, they send helicopters to view my apartment every day and every night. They follow me to the store, they send spies to watch me everywhere I go. They bugged my house, they hacked into my computer...
They're everywhere and I can't convince anyone that this is true.
I feel like it's pulling me apart from everyone I love because I don't know if I can trust them or not and now I feel like it's getting to the point where people I love are pulling away from me. I don't know what to do.
I don't believe I'm delusional, I know the police are following me. Voices keep telling me that they're going to arrest me for various reasons and that they are going to kill me. I can't explain this to anyone without sounding like an absolute nutter, though...
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