I do. When I was younger I stayed active even though I was very sick. I dragged myself around when my mind was racing, I felt detached or my anxiety and depression were overwhelming. Sitting in class was a huge achievement. I couldn't feel myself when I went to parties in college and people would comment on it. It was embarrassing. I avoid exposing myself that way anymore.
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Forget the night...come live with us in forests of azure - Jim Morrison
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