I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I was feeling the same when I returned to work after disability back on feb 1. My mood was out of control. It still is but I’ve been more on the hypomanic side for awhile so it’s not as bad. But I completely understand waking up and just counting down hours till you can go back to sleep. It’s a horrible feeling.
I don’t know if meds would help, maybe discuss with your pdoc if you have one?
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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